Im a guy that has had a very rough life. Everything always comes hard to me. Every time things begin to look up it all comes crashing down. I have been through nearly every bad thing u can possibly go through and I am still alive and standing. Although bad things come, the people who know me know i am always laughing and cracking jokes and i have the reputation of being a person that can help u and will always be there for u. That's all I really ask. I will always help u to the best of my abilities. But sometimes I get overwhelmed and i break, the b.s gets the best of me and i crumble. I am very sensitive and also very hard, if I need to take control of a situation i will stick up for u. Im a shoulder for many people, an ear, I strive to be a good person for everyone and I adjust myself towards there personality and i am proud that I can help. Then sometimes I get selfish like when a situation that feels good goes wrong and its like why me why does it always happen to me and my family. I've seen dead bodies, I've seen rapes, I've seen stabbings, I've been stabbed. It's weird I give and I give and its not like I expect something in return but u start to think god something has to go right and its like sometimes i say screw it why be there why help why care, why? The reality of it is im a good person and no matter how belligerent and fucked up u can be towards me I will still care and will still be there. Because you're my friend and I wouldn't be a good friend, a good boyfriend, a good father and a good husband I didn't take all those bad things learn from them and move on. It's real hard sometimes but I got to so that I can fully become the person I want to be.
Computer Specifications
cyberpower
windows7
asus
core2duo 3.1ghz
4gb
1tb
radeon 5450hd
onboard
logitech
dell
deathadder
goliathus
dell
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